ATTENTION

ATTENTION

ATTENTION

It's time of a change

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So long buffdaddy...

chase

Do ya'll wanna know what my biggest fear more than anything is?

Being rejected by people....

I have been thinking bout that a lot latly and i know it sounds stupid, but i seriously love people and i love being around them. i want them to like me which prolly answers the question about why i am so loud and crazy sometimes. I just wanna be accepted by people and sometimes its not easy and i really have to work at it....do yall think thats a stupid fear?

chase

Is it possible to care too much for people?

I was thinking about that tonight as i was driving out to help be the DD. It was like almost 2 am and i knew i have to get up at 930 for church.

I'm really working on showing people that i care for them, and love them....

ya know....i seriously cant finish this post because ive just sat here staring at the screen and just praying bout some people and im about to break down. I honestly never knew i was this passionate about friends and people in general. I want to be a light in the darkness.....this little light of mine....im gonna let it shine

until im able to finish this post

chase

I GOT THE JOB AT YOUTH FRONT.....

Ya'll dont understand how stoked i am bout it...well maybe you do, but for rill....this was something i was praying about ever since they came down to icthus to talk to us about it.

It's from may 24th-july 29th, thats most of the summer, but i dont care....its going to be an experience like no other, and plus i get weekends off so im still gonna be in Blue Springs.

God is a provider yo....im for rill

the end

chase

Somethings up yall....its something big too

It seems as though like i feel in my heart that my life right now is changing and i tell you what, its changing for the better. I honestly feel as though, during my quiet times where i can just sit and do nothing but pray or something, God is really revealing to me that i dont need to be worrying about the petty situations that happen in my life. This world is trying to bring me down, trying to take me from my mountain top. Satan has seriously worked his butt off to try and get me not to do what God wants me to do. Satan knows that im going to heaven. He knows that i wont be with him in Hell, but the thing is, he can still try and stop me from doing what i am called to do by God. That is his only way of "trying to defeat God". He tries so hard to work in my life and i just sit there and im like " Dude....seriously, who the heck do you think you are?" I for rill dont have time for him getting in my way. I got places to go, people to help. So i gotta be real with yall, cuz Satan is trying so hard to take me down and i just gotta laugh cuz for rill yall...check it....all them little footholes satan used to have to get into my life...are now filled with Christ's feet, not satans. Is that not sweet stuff?

Something else He's revealed to me...

I dont need to be the "most popular guy in school" or be "rich and famous" i dont need that and satan offers them stupid promises to me....but i am NOT of this world. this world is full of hate and thats something i am not apart of. My father promises me more then being the coolest guy ever. My father promised me a place in Heaven where i can walk the streets of gold and live where there is no tears, no shame, and no corruption. I see the bigger picture...and its seriously the best picture i have ever seen......ya no....

so what, i dont drink

so what, i dont smoke

so what, i dont have sex

forgive me for not being the "average college student"

I dont want to be another face in the crowd...i want to stand out and be recognized not because of the clothes i wear(even though i dont own nice clothes), i dont want to be recognized because i sometimes make people laugh....i want to be recongized as a person who is seriously devoted to God. Everything else is just.....pointless stuff if you think about it....

I had a buddy of mine once ask me "What will people remember about me when I'm gone?" If i live my life to what Gods plan is....people will remember me for the right reasons.

I understand this post is kinda....scattered..but this stuff has been on my heart latly and im not good at 1 on 1 talks about this kinda stuff....so i just spill it on here for the whole world to see....its all gravy baby....

Hey yall check this verse out...me and my best friend were kinda of discussing this verse and seeing what it really meant...and i kinda would like feedback about what yall think this verse means

Its Proverbs 16:9

In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his footsteps.

I want feedback

the end

chase